Regrettably I feel sorry for Miss Cindy Bullens, because she was mistakenly a man in a woman's body due to the serious disorder of gender dysphoria that was a very bad mismatch. It hurt me so deep down inside. She had too much masculinity on the outside and too little femininity on the outer part of her confusing body. Though her feminine female voice on the inside was something special that teaches me the importance of being a woman, her being like that on the outside was nothing special that made me feel heartbroke. When I saw her on the front cover of "Steal the Night", released originally as a promo on Casablanca Record & Filmworks record label, she looked too masculine.
too masculine - all femininity on the outside was lost
She would have been more feminine, nice and ladylike on the front cover of her second album, "Steal the Night"
rather than acting like a guy playing guitar and going crazy like young boys.
She remained a masculine woman all of her life until her dying day as female gender Cindy Bullens when she got stuck in the rut without changing her style.
That's why due to the abnormalities her face and body on the outside were deformed.
Look at her face. It was all plain. No makeup. No blush on her cheeks. Look at her eyes. They were bare without eyeliner, eyeshadow, eye pencil and mascara. Look at her lips. They were plain nothing. No lip liner. No lipstick. No lip gloss. The dilemma was she would have made something out of nothing. You know who I'm talking about. Miss Cindy Bullens - a pale woman without luster and without color.
All she had was no sophistication; no refinement; no glamour.
That's why she couldn't be like one of those sophisticated ladies.
Too bad that she was living too much in a man's world that didn't match her feminine voice on the inside rather than a woman's world.
Pity that she missed out on having a girls day out
or at the nightclub having a ladies night.
She wouldn't have time to have facial feminization surgery or body feminization surgery, so instead the facial and body masculinization ate her precious female gender of Miss Cindy Bullens all up and made that person turn into a new man breaking out of the tomboyish female mold with a new male gender born as "Cidny Bullens" that most people like me can't pay attention to and that means that's the end of an old female gender of Miss Cindy Bullens.